TIRED

A sneak peek of the advert assignment im working on with my sweetest Veron.
Please tell me they looked cute! ok ok ok?!
I must admit, im good at doing nonsense than animations. xD

Campbell slogan...Mmm mm good...=.=
But their slogan more nonsense.
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Now I realised why many girls were saying whitening is tough.
Is not just looking fairer is tough..
Is how you looked fair for both face and neck and shoulder and body is the one is tough.
Especially for me who doesn't used sunblock. haha..
But we can always opt for a spf-based foundation uh..(:
My scar cream is finishing..And my old scars is still there.=(
But the good thing was my face look much healthier and rosy.

LOL

Ok..i know my chubby face needs some trimming!
Don't remind me ok! I willl emo want.

After my fried rice, i ordered roast duck drumstick and finished it alone.
Oh noooo......i think my spare tyre growing behind my lower back
is stronger than Hankook and bridgestone tyre already.
Jialat.

Clean bone = That's it.
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FHA SHOW@EXPO with Chanel babe.(:
Charlotte and Gillian was there!(:

HAHA! Right now im two tone fairer than my previous skin tone
that you see in my previous Muaythai shoot entry.(:

Im using pearl and sakura mask(:
Quite cheap uh..Can get them from Sasa too(:

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Anyway..i was quite disturb upon knowing that Rihanna, beyonce ,lady gaga , michael jackson, TAYLOR SWIFT...was some fo the famous artist who worship satan!
WTF?!
I was like so so so shocked and it's really scary if you were to playback/reverse their recent song ..You will kinda realised there is a hidden message. Shaming the God and Praising Satan..

I just feel like puking after knowing the truth and was totally devastating and upsetting..
All along we were being make use of to worship the evil..

Un-intentionally, shame the God by singing the songs by those singers.
One HORROR analysed for Rihanna's Behaviour and stuff;
http://vigilantcitizen.com

/?p=175
Very disappointing eh.. In fact when we felt that we are so innocent and harmless and loyal and devoted to God..... And this truth came out and slapped us just like that.
We accidentally worshipped Satan and Disgrace God.
=((((
Im not somebody who is very Holy or a Saint..But it just make me felt so filthy
when we are singing their song and don't even know the hidden message behind them.
Singing them so loud..playing them on MP3, on youtube..
Using them as ringtone..and worst sending/bluetoothing them to others..

I bet the christian just gonna hate themselves just like i do now.=((
Anyway, i stopped my r&b and stuff already.
I deleted quite few songs off my music gallery leaving only
those much more harmless music there....

And that was ,"BEETHOVEN SYMPHONY".

I was just kidding bout that:D
I did delete most of the songs uh..but keep only few artist who didn't seems to have any surfaced rumours like those others uh..
I know my reaction is too big but i really cannot stand it.

OMG...
Dear lord, please guide me~~Enlighten me.

Anyway, im a buddism.
A normal buddism who doesn't follow the vegetarian rules..
but...i do chant and pray every morning when im awake.
That's what my mum always tells me to...
She believed that if only you prays everyday,

God will eventually.....
find you irritating and no choice had to clear your doubts.

Nola..i added that bold lines myself.
Sorry i was just kidding..No offence.;(

My mum just told me to be faithful in praying thats all.
She believed that if only we believed in what you are praying to..
We will grow up strong and be blessed in whatever we do.

Im a strong believer of Buddism and Jesus too.(:
I doesn't have any conflict with religion too.
So please do not attacked me with your religion hur. Thank you.

Fierce side of me.

OK..Now a sweeter side:D

ELLO!

Im still using Dr chan's scar cream and i wasn't that obedient la..
I secretly do mask and use other creams to get my face hydrated when the pills im taking suppose to reduce my oil. LOLOL

Im using pearl mask. i think it works eh..
I did not touch on photoshop on all this photos(:

Dun worry! What u are seeing now is what you should be seeing me on the street.:D
Already many people recognise me uh.. LOL

For now, My face was fairer and my concealer can really
blend better even without thick coats of powder.
I must say...my face tone is naturally fairer than my neck/shoulder even without makeup.
:D:D:D

Doing too much whitening to my face already.=((
Sometimes i might have to use my powder one tone darker to blend it.

If not many people will thought that my powder was too thick..
My face like ghost la...too fair la..Makeup skill poor la..
Hmm.i tried my best la.But the truth is hurtful..

My face is fair even without makeup..
It's really hard even to proof i use only one layer of powder nowadays.
And i got no choice for not to use whitening products as i seriously needs to clear my scars!
LOL

So far, Dr chan's treatment worth the price and trip(:
You guys can give it a try uh.

It's always good to maintain your skin now even you have flawless skin.
You didn't know one day those enemies starts the war next morning you wake up..
You will regret. Trust me.

Im one of the victim of such war.=(

Maintaining now not only helps to look better now but also
helps to take off your age when you grew older.
Probably, you still looked 20s when ya in your 30s.

Yea?Like my eldest sis..
She's in her 30s..but she still looked young.
And my mum, another vain ones..looked 3os even in her 40s.

Ok la..we all vain pot. But its good you know.
At least, your husband not gonna ditch you
when you started having wrinkles or fine lines. And it's how beautiful life is when everybody around you tells that you looked as young and pretty. RIGHT?!:D

Yea..if a guy loves u..he loves you for who you are.
But!!!!! He will of course prefer you to look chio(pretty) right?!
This is reality! Face it!
I look old..BO BIAN(No choice) ONE!=(
Just gonna maintain this look all the way till 30s, 40s..and hope 50s i still look hot uh!:D
LET'S PRAY HUR?!

End of the thick double lash.

I prefered the normal one layered lash still!
(:
Much more comfy and natural.

I ended my class at 1pm..LUCKY!
If not i gonna sneeze one whole day without my Panadol flu max.
I took my second dosage..
It didn't seems to work well. =(

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Im happy to know im in animation course.
As i know my price tag for animation in poly is not just $1800.
We are worth more than business grad student.
10x more! Hooray to all animation grumpy student.

Start to work hard now and earn our $18k or more per month salary!
HAHAHHAA
Im not those hardcore ass kisser for my course one..
Seriously, it's how money drive people to work even harder!:D
Power of $$$$$......

Cos we are no longer a $1800 poly grad. And that's for sure.
Unless you are very lazy like me uh.
:D:D:D

The problem for animators is...
Business people can earn their income by hooked or by crooked.
But animators can only earn their income by hooked.
And that is to attract audience to enjoy their films and movies.

Anyway, im not saying business student is crook but they always has an alternative to earn their money from anywhere. Unlike the poor little animators like us. We just gonna work harder!

Work hard people.
Be it Business or animators, work smart more than work hard.
You know you are only given only 24hrs a day(:

I just do not believe in any investment to earn money.
It just sounds so crooky to me. Like ya earning your money from "Cheating" people.
Worst still, might be somebody you know.
Im poor but im very sure, i can earn big bucks someday if i really want to.
Im not talented but i would say im lucky.(:

Never think that you are stupid or you are useless.
Give yourself a chance to work hard.
Don't be like me..I used to say myself stupid and im developing more and more retard each time i convince myself im stupid. LOL!
Sometimes, must be bit thick-skin nah..tell yourself you are smarter than some of them.
You feel better, you worked anything better.

If you know me, you will be surprise by the way i worked my assignments and stuff.
Im super slack and lazy. But i work smart.(:

Again, we are only given 24hrs only. and a lifetime to enjoy.
How do i earn income and reduce burden to my family and to enjoy the most out of my life?
Knwing what you need and understand what you want.

Some people would say, "It's too late for you to start working..You year 3 already than you start to plan your future."

But, i always feels that, nothing in this world is call late if you are still kicking alive.
Try your best kkk!
And also, i must keep myself reminded all times as this is my last year.
I must finished it smoothly and enjoy my next life..
OHH SORRY! is not next life is "the rest of my time" i mean. ;D

Don't too stress out. Only if you rest and Salck bit..your brain will start to think.
That's my theory la..and that's how i worked.(:

From one of my lecturer,
in order to learn more things, you must empty your cup so that there will be enough space for you to fill it up.(:

To much of talking already,
chill la...let's watched some nice short movies kk!(:




Very inspiring indeed.(:
Yes, somebody could go all the way just to get what they want.
But the problem is how we start!:D
Earning alot of money is good but towards a good and decent way is much more important.

Im fine living under small small hut, so long my stomach is always filled and the water is always full in my bottle..and always get to smell nice food and hear the annoying voice that wakes me up in the morning for school... Im happy already.(:
Im bad in saying or describing but it's always something that i really hope you guys can appreciate little changes around you too!(:

Motivation

I hope you guys recognise her.LOL
My sexy idol, Megan fox.
I spend like one whole day just to paint this..OMG!
Dead tired=(
Hope is still not too bad eh?(:
Give me some love and comment eh!
PLEASE DO NOT STEAL MY WORK!
I'll kill you! Chop you!
Then throw you into the sea and feed the fish. :D

Slacking

Testing out my new phone camera.
Looking good.:D

Lighter and lighter makeup.:D

Breakfast with my dad,
at 8am++. =.=
My eyes cannot event open, how my appetite open uh....=(

But, after seeing what he bought...
ok la..not bad.
The pork and duck skin is really crispy and the meat is juicy yo!
I didn't know such a normal hawker centre can have sucha good standard eh.
Trust me. Got standard one eh! HAHAH
And yes, you got it right.. I ate like a pig =X

I using this Wacom intuos 3 tablet to do digital painting.
If not wrong around 6x8 sizing ones..
But i only like used it 3 times for 2 entire year.LOL

Because im not comfortable with. Im always painting with mouse!:D
I might be selling it away after my 1st sem.
I bought it at $500 lo!!!
Darn expensive. Im selling off at $350 only!!!

Its very very new and its working 101% well.
Interested buyers to booked your slot at lindasaycheese@live.co.uk.
First come first first basis!:D

FYI, the wacom pen itself is $70.(:
But the $350 im selling included the pen already(:
I know im very nice. :D

Anyway,
I finally pull myself together and work hard AND FINISHED MY WORK!
:D
The potrait and digital painting.
I know its ugly..But please do not laugh at them=((
I will emo one.
HAHA

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Next,
Digital matter painting..

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I know it looks ugly la!=(((
Dun hurt my feelings..I will cry you know.LOL
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Anyway, im still doing lens.
Visit www.doubl2m.webs.com
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Digital painting wonders...

Insane lecturer's

We are suppose to change this CUTE drawings into 3d matte painting.
Tell me...How hard can it be..
Try it..And you will go insane!
Not allowed to change the shape. Remain its forms and stuff.
This are the drawing done by our lecturer's kids.
VERY POTENTIAL KIDS HOR?!

Ya..and some insane people did it very well!
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And ya.. i haven started painting mine..
LOLOL

So much things to do!

Aww..i've been neglecting my twitter!=(
Sorry!
Anyway, i need to do a painting transofrming my Lecturer's Kid's Drawing into a 3D matte painting.....WTF?!

And one more self portrait that needs to be done!=((((
Sian half..

The *legere* the brand of the silk essence plus gold serum im using:D
My sis got it from taiwan(:
So far, i can see slight improvement for my dark rings.:D
Thou its still horrible, but my foundation now can cover like much better than with concealer on.
Much natural(:

I got not idea of reducing dark rings but for reducing puffiness.
You can try skinlite Cucumber eye pad. It's very soothing.
For me, im thou 24hr on PC person, so i will cut the whole piece of it into half..
So half cucumber pad for each eyes for lower eyes area..
I think its quite good and soothing if you're working late a night.

I just came home from meeting my old mates-beloved friend.
Had a very full dinner. I ate like pig..
Seriously, i admit im getting fatter already. I know as i felt my pants wasn't as comfortable when i wore it!!!! =(((((((

Oh ya..after i finished my drawing and painting i show you guys kk!
Do some me some love and encouragement by praising it nice and chio!
HAHAHHA! If not i will emo one.

Ok..i need to go back and chiong(RUSH) my ART already!
Sleep early kk babes and guys!(:

Im backkk..

I must say, i think i doesn't need concealer for my dark rings alr..:D
1st: I got enuff slp
2rd: Im using Silk gold serum every night
3rd: I always wake up late no time apply
4rd: I dun like the White circular of Sunglass look around my eyes.
5rd: Natural

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Meeting Siewching, Jervenne and yvonne tml!!:D