Dilema

Haters? Why are you here if you hate or dislike me. You are just giving me uniques for each visits. Why you so kind?? Haha. Anyway, kept hating me gets you no where. So love me instead. Heh heh. Bb said he hope im there with him when he was at his fren house. So sweet.♥ anyway, gonna go visit his mum tomorrow. And catch "we not naughty".
I met my girls today, they were darn sweet can. Melt my heart totally. Especially nana's and xian's gift and han written love letter. Wahhh happy max. I love receivin hand made gift and letters. So sincere and so heart warming. I knoe im weird and im hard to be understand, bt they manage to hook my weakness. ♥♥thats y i love them. Crazy abit, naughty abit, serious abit, fight abit, cry abit ,abit here n there. Almost 10years since we met. The fights that drew our heart closer. The hugs that makes our life better. Im sorry i have been neglecting them too long last time, bt now im back babies:) and we will never be separated forever yo!
And for my bb, it doesnt matter how many people disapprove us, so long we knew where we stand, where is our direction, nothing will go wrong. Im happy that all my friend are lovely and understanding enough, they never omce blame me if i mia them, never once put me in spot, they never control my live my decision. They always there to hold me up each time i fall. Thanks 10flowers. You know who you are. And also, sheena, chloe, jen and alison and wanzhuo. Always there when im depress. Love many many.♥ my girls are the ones who manage to see my weakness as my strength and love me like my sister. Elicia, veron and angie. Witness the pain that im going thru and ♥hold me when needed to. I seems to have alot buddy, bt all is as good as my sisters. I never had much guy fren in my life. The closest i used to be with distant and the one i used to love change. The only man in my life are the closest and he is no other man, lin zhiyi. Bt i have never disclose my certain feelings to him and anyone before and nobody will understand. I don't even know myself too. I've got too many thoughts running in my mind. All i want is a hug n care. Im not hard to please. Just a lil difficult to understand. Lol. Oh ya, im super random too! Heehee. Happy cny day 2!!!